reconstructed soul - saved my life.
found a way to see inside
burst in through the crepid walls
stopped me when i was about to fall.
showed me a way into the light
the real world outside my plight.
you were the first to see through
the shell of lies could not fool you
when all else had been convinced
that i was some invincible Chris
they thought i was to strong to care
that none could get me - no one could dare
they didn't see the softer me
they didn't see me fight for tears.
you were the first to see the softer side
you were the one who made me cry
but tears of joy, of comprehending
that somewhere someone understands me.
the sensitive soul who was locked away
could finally conquer the White Rage.
all my hatred, suddenly gone
what decker started finaly done.
reconstructed soul, i owe you my all
no matter what it is, just give me a call.
because the tears that i have cried,
have revived the innocent deep inside.
you who saw through my darkness,
reached inside, and rescued the hostage.
i don't think "I Love You" could quite suffice
since my love acts as a vice.
it holds me down when i could rise,
and lowers angels from the skies.
because they love not me, but White Rage
and deep inside i could kill that mage
but for you who set me free
i could cry out endlessly
name your price and i can tame it
with your saving efforts, none can reclaim it
thank you could not describe
the freedom that i feel inside
the right to be me and be understood
I never thought it could feel this good.
and while you are the only one who sees inside,
your efforts are what brought me back alive.
and no efforts, from blade or gun
could ever pay back what you've done.
you did what i thought could not be done
thank you, Reconstructed Requiem.
- Title: I'm Not Invincible
- Artist: TopherTV
- Description: well, after reconstructed soul saw through the lies and deception that i was letting live my life, i felt indebted to her, so i wrote this poem. more on the subject in my journal.
- Date: 03/09/2009
- Tags: imnotinvincible topher tophertv reconstructedrequiem